Saturday, March 23, 2013

Were all suckers for tragedies.

In response to our texts, this girl is the only thing that matters.
The pic I attached is after I told her the first 33 words of the following:

Thursday I got beat on again, and I punched the guy back. Now I'm probably going to have to transfer schools. I'm somehow the one that got in trouble. Not him, the initiator. I guess it's because I hurt him more than he hurt me on the outside. Or that's what they assume. On the inside I want to die, and my leg feels like its going to fall off. The bruises are going to be mental scars. Nothing I can't overcome, but they'll always be there inside me. I hope whatever he's going through, he gets through alright. I feel bad for hurting him. I still haven't had a chance to post pics of my art, my times been taken up by a random stray cat that found me. I can't keep him though, my mother hates animals and me so she doesn't want me to have something that makes me happy. I named him Mr.Cat, nicknamed him Orphy because he's a has been orphan like me. I hope he gets a nice family when the shelter comes and picks him up on Monday. I put a cushion in a box outside for him, and hes been eating like a little piggy. That takes a little guilt off my conscience, because hes not hungry and cold.


I love you, girl thats name I shall keep anonymous. Ive written so many poems because of you, and drawn so many drawings. I want to cuddle you and snuggle you and never let you go. Whenever you're sad, just think about the boy who was sad too. Until you, the most outstanding girl, came into my life and made it more bearable. I hope I never make tears fall down your face because of my stupidity. Just a few words from you make a difference. You're so, so, so, so, so, beautiful(and I don't mean just your appearance. Which is also beautiful.) I want to kiss the scars on your arms away, even though they're beautiful too because they're a part of you. To the girl that I'll probably have to let go, and never get to hold, or kiss. I dedicate all the love songs in the world to you. And whenever I tell you you're amazing, I fucking mean it. -Oliver.

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